I find without the Fear of God I am just existing and not being. That my life is slowly going down, down, down...As I sat today and thought how and all that the Lord has brought me through and how I have taken
Him for granted I realized it is because there is NO fear. It is the kind of Fear that shows respect and the kind of fear of loosing someone so precious to you. I have been lacking that recently by getting caught up in the things of the world and loosing focus by allowing myself getting destracted. I know without a doubt that God is knocking on my heart and saying HELLO...anybody there!!!
Today I am urning for that deep relationship again with the Lord. The kind where he enters the room as I acknowledge Him and worship Him. The kind of relationship that when I listen I can hear His sweet tender voice, The kind of relationship that when I call on Him, He will be right there to comfort me and guide me in the direction I need to go, even if I dont want to. The kind of relationship as I may fall at times He helps me up and lifts my chin and says " Try again " with love I have never experince. That is what I feel the Lord is doing with me today and today I am listening...
